Friendship

There is this corny card out there that says, "The best type of ship is a friendship." However, I think I'm stuck on a canoe, alone, by myself in the midst of the Pacific Ocean. I don't mean to feel sorry for myself, but I unfortunately have been A LOT lately. I have a handful of friends, a few of them which *I THINK* I am fairly close with. I feel like some of my friendships are pretty one sided though or rather I think the friendship is better than the other person thinks.

I don't think I'd feel so lousy about the circumstances, if I didn't feel like such a loser. It has been hard for me to go from a military community to NOT knowing a single person up here, other than Nick's family. I was lucky, i had some pretty awesome friends and it was so easy to make friends when Nick was attached to a boat.

I should go do some home work or something, instead of feeling sorry for myself. Hopefully, the next time I blog, I have something better to say!