Going Private//What ifs?

I'm making my blog private... Plenty of reasons BUT the main reasons are: I do not want everyone one on the interwebz to be able to read what I've got to say and I want to be able to put pictures up. Since having Harper, I've gotten kind of paranoid about that and call me, petty, but there are some people who deserve to know NOTHING about me or see pictures of my baby! My Facebook is completely private if your not my friend, so all you can see is my profile picture.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I don't regret the life I've chosen, but I do think about the what ifs every once in a while. What if things had been that way or maybe this way, ya know? I guess, mainly it's because I'm not a big fan of change, but I didn't last long at Mizzou. I hated Washington at first and now I'm not a huge fan of Wisconsin. It was hard to live in Washington and leave all my friends back in Columbia/St. Louis. It was hard to leave Washington and leave all my new friends. I became so close with so many people. It's easy to feel forgotten, especially when you basically have no life. What if I had stayed at Mizzou though? Where would my life be? It would be a lot different, I'd probably be in the Air Force which means the life I have now wouldn't exist. I wouldn't be getting ready to celebrate four years of being married with Nick and I wouldn't have Harper. I probably wouldn't be up to my eyeballs in student loans. I probably wouldn't have met people like Joline, Micah, Steph, Jamie and all the other people. I probably wouldn't be house hunting. I probably wouldn't be married. I probably wouldn't be slightly ( okay A LOT ) out of shape. I probably wouldn't happy, either. So despite all the of that, I'm glad my life has turned out the way it has. I'm happy that I left the St. Louis area. I'm glad I had to deal with the patrols, because I appreciate Nick a lot more. I'm glad that I got to experience life. Most of all, I'm glad my life has turned out the way it has.